I'm scared of a lot of things. But, right now I'm thinking of how I am scared to have kids and watch them grow up and leave. I'm growing up fast, and sometimes and I stop and think about how my mother feels. I bet she's sad and doesn't exactly love the fact that I'm growing up so fast. It makes me sad to think she is sad. I do want kids though, there is no doubt about that. I'm just a little scared to deal with them growing up and leaving me all old and ugly.
Those are my thoughts for the night.
