Growing up

  Growing up means leaving things behind, but at the same time new and better things are gained.


I have noticed this past year Julie and I have grown farther apart while Matt and I have grown closer and closer. Don't get me wrong, Julie is still my best friend and always will be, but I think as people grow up they become more focused on their significant others. Some may think that fact is stupid, but I think it makes perfect sense. Yes, friends are extremely important to have. BUT you won't marry them and have babies with them will you? The answer is usually no. So, of course it is natural to become closer with a boyfriend or girlfriend. Julie and Jordan seem to always be together any second they can. This almost always pisses me off, but then sometimes I think; aren't I always with Matt any chance I get? YES I am haha. It's just what you do when you're in love, and I have to keep more of an open mind about that. Sitting here, thinking, and  typing it makes perfect sense, but sometimes when I'm lost in the moment my anger can get the best of me.  I am extremely happy and very hopeful for an everlasting future with Matt. I love thinking about my / our future. Growing up is so fun. (in my opinion). Especially the love factor of it.