Army

Well, it's official. Matt is part of the army now. He leaves for his boot camp / training in March. He will be gone 6 long months. Half a year. I still can't wrap my head around it. What will I do while he's gone? I suppose I should come up with a few things to keep me busy while he's gone. Between the emails, letters, and care packages I will only have school work and regular work to keep me occupied. Hopefully they do the trick. My last 2 semesters at FCC should be keeping me extremely busy, but we'll see if they actually do  or  not. I suppose I could start up a workout routine. I should do that, and I hope I do. It would be nice to be in good shape since Matt will be coming home in excellent shape. It makes me sad to think about him leaving, but I know it is for the best. He's happy, and that's all that matters. After I finish college I will of course be going to wherever he is, maybe it will be a different country! Wouldn't that be cool? Being a teacher should give me plenty of job opportunities wherever I go. We'll always need teachers (I hope). I'm so proud of Matt, he's such an awesome person. He is going to be working with communication stuff. Like satellite communication wherever he is deployed to. I think that's a great job and it's going to do him well in the long run. I'm happy and sad at the same time. I'm happy for now because he's home. Especially happy that he will be home for Christmas. But, I know I will be sad when he leave and I'm scared of what my feelings will do to me when that time comes. I'm a strong person, but I do rely a great bit on Matt. He's my best friend, and it will be terribly hard to be away from him for so long. I won't be able to kiss him for 6 months. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?! Ahhh. This is my life now and I am going to get used to it. I'd do anything for Matt, and I will do anything for Matt. Simple as that.