Gloomy

I need to make some changes in my life. Maybe I need to teach myself to be more independent because later on when things get rough for me I will be by myself for the most part. My boyfriend is literally the only person I can rely on to be there for me at all times. When he leaves for his training I will pretty much have no one and I have to prepare myself for that. I'm not sure how I'm going to do it, but I need to start soon or I'm doomed for tears and depression. Sorry if this is gloomy. I'm gloomy tonight.